(no subject)
wow is all i can say. have you taken a good look at me recently? Fuck i look like shit. My hair is gross, my body is all fat put together, my pupils are GIGANTIC and so am i, and i suck at being a good friend. Why even bother with me? And dont comment about it either, because people always say im not fat but i am and the only people who are true with me about my weight are my mom my sister and of course my doctor. i hate it when people who have perfect bodies say they are fat, i was going down the hallway the other day and allysa ellman was talking about how "fat" she is. She knew i was right there, but she still said it. she was like "i need to lose like 100 pounds, i look gross!" haha okay allysa have you ever seen me?! My mom loes toruring me, she knows i want the ipod more than anything but whenever i bring up the ipod, shes like "who said anything about getting an ipod hahahahahaha?!" yeah okay thank you mom.
Vacation is going to suck big time. I'm probably just going to sit around the house. I really wanted to go snowboarding with danielle but she has better friends to hang out with. wow new years is going to suck too, i have no one to hang out with, everyone else has poeple. o well. this year isnt the best for me. i wish i could move to like illinois or something like that, so all day long i could ride horses and stuff like that. And i would be far far far away from needham.
Vacation is going to suck big time. I'm probably just going to sit around the house. I really wanted to go snowboarding with danielle but she has better friends to hang out with. wow new years is going to suck too, i have no one to hang out with, everyone else has poeple. o well. this year isnt the best for me. i wish i could move to like illinois or something like that, so all day long i could ride horses and stuff like that. And i would be far far far away from needham.