Aug 04, 2005 23:49
its late, but im an insomniac, so watever.
im finally home, and sadly mistaken with what i thought i would have. dont get me wrong i missed my lamb and spike but for real, im lonly and upset. and angry.
i talked to moe tonight and she hepled me realize( along with my mom) that i have something i need to deal with. this death buisness is startin to take ahold of everything, including my health. i really wana deal with it, but im unure of how....i think i need some ashley time. i need to realize what i have and i need to let go....
on a sotra lighter note spike and i are going out friday night, we are gonna decied the fate of are realationship.....the wonder best ever lamb is gona hang out saturday and to the whole exchange of prents buisness.lol.ourdes adn morgan i love you guys both soo muchand i for real dont know what id be doing with out you two!!
love most of you
~ashmash~