i'm so gay
Okay so me and Thomas got sooo high on Wedesday night, like whoa, mannnn. It was funny when he fell in a bush and i sounded like a nigger. We had so much nossssss lol. And the next day i was high at school and it isnt that great, you make a fool of yourself and everyone looks at you like you're annoying. Everyone laughed at me because i was so blown i guess thats kind of funny lol. So yeah i don't remember much else.
So yeah i dont know why i did this, but...this girl Vanessa was like, "Hey, didn't you go out with Brian i remember always seing you guys together". And i knew exactly who she was talking about, but i said, "Brian Who?" and she's like "the little short funny Brian with blonde hair. you guys were always hugging"..and i said, "oh yeah baby Brian i miss him". And i looked away because i was crying. I couldn't help it the tears just came out. It was kind of embarrasing. Why did she have to remind me. Why do i get depressed when i think of good times. I want those times back when me and Brian used to hang out everyday at school and afterschool he'd come to my house. When we were still innocent and stuff and he was still in love with me.