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wow, so today started out okay other then the fact that it was like 5 degrees out!!!! lol way to cold to be allowed! so im doin okay all day today, hoping that i had finally gotten over shit and whatnot...so what happens? i go to the mall wit my cuzin to buy some under roos lol and who do i see walkin into the mall, of course fully knowing that im about to be walking into the same store that he just walked into....but bobby, and of course i see him as hes gettin onto the escalator that im about to get on, so now i get to feel like im stalking him or something, which im totally not considering id been planning on going to hot topic all day w/out knowing that he was going to the mall...and the awesome thing is...the kid keeps staring at me, like i cant see him..im trying to ignore him, but everytime i turn around, he (the kid who is apparently trying to erase the fact that i exist frm his memory) is staring at me..i mean i know i look good, but jesus, it just hurts even more ya know? like stop staring and come talk to me! honestly when i saw him, i almost broke down and started crying, but thatnks to my awesome cousin i didnt....but i was shaking so hard and couldnt stop for like 2 hours all because of him, god i thought i was finally over it again and then no..i hafta see him and it kills me.....i hate life