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I keep staring at his feet and praying to something I do not believe in that they'd just fix themselves.
He would be perfect then...EVERYTHING ABOUT this dog is perfect then.
But his eyes are too light (which I always loved and that never really matter). His feet are flat and splayed and allowing him to remain intact could turn him into a dog who would need to be crated and untrusted around strangers and other male dogs.
Someone is interested in him. He will be loved and cared for and spend half his time at a horse ranch. And well I know that I got him as a show dog it doesn't mean I did not bond with him, I did not love him any less. He was my puppy.
Lori has promised that she'd make it better, there is a male pup in this litter that might be pick puppy, he'd be Mena's half brother, so no breeding him to her. But he's beautiful and sweet, very engaged in people and confident but relaxed. he's getting temperament tested tomorrow, then health tested, she is not taking a despot on him, i get first shot at him if want too. i also have first shot at a show boy out of lukas and chloe....which i'm 'eh' about because lukas is my first choice for mena. i will also get a part of the money she sells Roddy for. All I want is the money I spent on Mena's hips back, the rest is for her. I first didn't want anything, but she told me she knew i was out money and said 'even if i send the new puppy home with a bag of food you're getting some money back.' she told me over and over again that she didn't do this to me on purpose. the new litter has a theme of rain, i want him to be Minikota's It Can't Rain All The Time.
i am going to miss my monster puppy, my dark red boy. and has it stands right now...i do not want another red.
I am disabling comments still because I can't handle comments on a public form right now.
Also fatty deposits on my liver.