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[boxbythebed]

ASK A QUESTION it can be anything CFUD related, OOC, IC, Relationship, psychology, thoughts, whatever. I.E. My character's opinion of your character or maybe what you have been wondering about this behavior or that, or general thoughts on my characters or canons or what, who I might consider topping you into apping, etc

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[katharon]

How much would I have to pay you to reapp Badou?

[boxbythebed]

Too much.

What is the one character you don't want anyone to app because it would negatively impact a character you play?

[katharon]

John Winchester. I think it would be far too difficult to figure out Sam's mindset toward him, even with some things that happened in season five. Sam has grown a lot as an individual, and I think John tends to make him regress even if he doesn't mean to have it happen, and even if he's come to terms with loving his family and his issues with everything in his upbringing. Honestly, I think he'd also be worried that John would think he should've died a long time ago, and he doesn't want to see Dean have to deal with explaining why he couldn't kill his brother. It would create interesting drama, but I don't think, in the end, it would be ... enjoyable drama for my playing.

Is Jennifer any closer to identifying as gay?

[boxbythebed]

Oddly enough, she is now that Needy's gone and she has the emotional distance to kind of go over things a little more. She isn't about to say "I'm a lesbian" or even "I'm bisexual," but she's more willing to admit that she finds girls attractive and that maybe her feelings for Needy went beyond "best friend." She's inching towards a big revelation on the subject, but still isn't there yet (she would probably be further along the journey of ~self discovery~ if her relationship with Sam didn't cause her to regress in a lot of ways), although she sort of wants to... talk to someone about it. But there's really no one she feels comfortable doing that with. She might just end up going straight for a neutral party and unloading her feelings on some poor, unsuspecting person.

Sam's thoughts on young Jennifer?

[bitchester]

Sam finds young Jennifer to be a little unnerving and a little sad. The fact of the matter is that despite being a control freak like she is when she's older, there's a ... younger, more innocent factor there, because she doesn't exude sex and she doesn't try to use it to control the situation the same way she does a couple of years later. The fact is, he can see the transition there, and it makes him sad, because it seems like she's more sure of herself when she's younger than when she's older. It's giving him insight to who she is, because some part of him believes she genuinely is happy with her life, or at least, not unaware of things. He's able to see the Needy thing more clearly, because it almost ties into a desperation to hold on to her

[boxbythebed]

...She might have to hold open auditions. Or threaten someone (like Steve). I THINK IT WOULD BE FUNNY IF SHE ASKS NAOTO, but that would probably be the most unlikely possibility.

Will Sam even care about whatever potential revenge boyfriend she ends up with?

[bitchester]

NAOTO ISN'T A BOY, JENNIFER.

But yes, Sam will care, because he does care about her even if he sometimes treats her like shit. They are kind of mutually abusive toward one another, but it's mostly because Sam thinks she can do better than she does. And there are times when they just get along really well and he doesn't bother to be judgmental and critical, and ... yeah. She just screws up a lot, in his eyes. (Because his opinion matters most, self-righteous bastard.)

Does Jennifer acknowledge her feelings for Sam?

[boxbythebed]

Yes and no. She's aware of them, but she doesn't like them, and would be hard-pressed to ever admit outright that they exist. So, yeah, she knows she likes Sam in a way that is more than just "I'd hit it," but in a lot of ways, she's transfered a lot of her Needy Feelings into Sam Feelings, and it's all very unhealthy and those are the ones she refuses to acknowledge because that's messed up, even for her. The problem is, she's starting to get antsy that there's a power imbalance happening that's not in her favour. She's so used to being top dog, that she's a little desperate right now to get Sam to like her more than she likes him, so she can have the upper hand again.

Also, if Sam started seeing or messing around with anyone else, Jennifer would be really angry.

What SPN character would you really really really love to have in camp?

[bitchester]

I'd love Anna or Ruby. Anna, just to see how someone could play her past what happened to her in Song Remains the Same (which ... I am not spoiling you about, but it's kind of :|) and Ruby, just because Sam would probably be kind of a dick toward her, and it would be interesting to see how that plays off. He would manipulate her and he would be terrible, but as it goes, he's not a completely heartless person and I would like to see how he manages to take and understand Ruby's feelings toward him. Plus, there's the fact that Sam knows Lucifer's intentions toward the demons, which is interesting. I think Ruby would be interesting with Crowley, too.

Would Jennifer be able to deal with a Needy that doesn't remember camp?