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Last day of school before vacation today. Went ok I guess... couldn't help but thinking about certain things. Sometimes I think I wouldn't feel as bad if I just blocked it all out but I really can't help it. I just wish so badly that he'd understand what he does, or how he makes me feel when he says things... I honestly don't think he knows how good he could have it, if he gave it a chance and maybe showed some feelings towards me, besides hate. Because I honestly think he absolutely hates me sometimes, most of the time actually. I don't know why I keep hoping for things to change, I'm a wishful thinker I guess. But enough about that...
Maegan n Jill had Mrs. Ripley analyze my dream today, the one about DJ and him talking to us and his casket being in the water, with no makeup on him and everything. She said not to worry about it and that its a good dream. I had an 'encounter' with him I think she called it. And she said he's doing really good now and he's really happy. We think she talked to him cuz she's crazy like that lol but yeah, I guess water means happiness n stuff like that. So I'm feeling pretty relieved, knowing he's happy. Just thought I'd let everyone know that. <3
Maegan n Jill had Mrs. Ripley analyze my dream today, the one about DJ and him talking to us and his casket being in the water, with no makeup on him and everything. She said not to worry about it and that its a good dream. I had an 'encounter' with him I think she called it. And she said he's doing really good now and he's really happy. We think she talked to him cuz she's crazy like that lol but yeah, I guess water means happiness n stuff like that. So I'm feeling pretty relieved, knowing he's happy. Just thought I'd let everyone know that. <3