you cant save me, i'm turning off

[box_of_mistakes]

Yup this still sucks. So um, Friday hung out with Chantel n Maleni, went out to eat, both malls, got Maegan after work, met up with Paul George n Patrick. They were mad drunk. Paul slapped Patrick in the face so hard, maaaad funny. Stood outside in the rain like a bunch of assholes lol. Followed Paul up to Patrick's house but they made a quick stop so they could do stupid shit to Christmas lights. Met up @ BK went in for a lil bit. Brought Maegan home, parked @ Fort Phoenix cuz there was no where else to go, started lightning so dropped the ladies off n went home. Had a good day for once in a long time. Saturday I was a mess... so my mom gave me money and told me to go have fun after work, so me n Maegan went out to eat it was nice. I love her so much =] "don't settle down, pimp around" her new motto. Got a phone call from Tiffany... she told me DJ had died and I didn't believe her. So today she called me cuz she got out of work early because she was so upset and she came by and picked me up so we could go see where DJ crashed. It was so weird... it still hasn't really hit me. We were just talking to him Friday @ lunch. How can you go from talking to someone in school to going to the place they died two days later, its so unreal. We stayed there for a little while and just looked at all the candles and the notes people wrote on them and the pictures, the broken glass, the paint all over the tree. It's such a hard thing to realize. Makes other things seem so much less important and makes you realize not to take anything for granted.

RIP - DJ *December 11, 2004*