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Finally have my car. Its so awesome I love being able to go wherever I want. Gas money just suuuucks. But other than that I love my car =] Friday night worked till 8:30, Mike n Armand met me @ work they ran there lol. So we went n picked up Heather, went home n changed and then we drove around pretty much all night. Went to Fort Tabor in the pouring rain it was so much fun though we were gonna go in the caves but we got mad scared lol. By the time we got back to my car we were soaked. My pants were wet all the way up to my pockets! But it was a lot of fun. Today was alright I guess. Was bored so I drove to BK to see Heather n Maegan but I didnt see them so I went n met up with Courtney n Tyler @ BK in Fairhaven n then we went to the homecoming game. Jaime Paige n Octavio met us there, we all left n went to Paige's till I had to leave for work. Came home n met with Heather Armand n Mike @ my house, drove. Fort Tabor again, saw people come out of nowhere in the caves so we ran it was mad scary. It started thunderin n lighting so we ran back to my car, dropped the guys off and then me n Heather had a wonderful evening lol Me: Wow its raining again! Where the hell did that come from? Heather: The sky... lmao, running the red light and both of us screaming the whole way through it, omg I thought we were gonna die! But it was fun, I love her =]
So yeah been confused lately. Heard some shit about some things that adds to my confusion, it was a good thing, but i guess not so good @ the same time. My life feels like one giant circle and I'm really starting to get sick of it...=/ I want a change, I'm not sure in what but I need something different. It feels like the same thing everyday. Theres a few people I think I'm going to start to distance myself from...not really distance myself, but i dont know anymore. I don't know who to trust and who to call a friend now a days, it seems like everyone wants to turn their back on me for some reason. Maybe I'm just being paranoid as usual but I guess certain situations make trust a harder issue. Rich that I work with said something the other day that really made so much sense he said.."It's always the best friend that does it"
So yeah been confused lately. Heard some shit about some things that adds to my confusion, it was a good thing, but i guess not so good @ the same time. My life feels like one giant circle and I'm really starting to get sick of it...=/ I want a change, I'm not sure in what but I need something different. It feels like the same thing everyday. Theres a few people I think I'm going to start to distance myself from...not really distance myself, but i dont know anymore. I don't know who to trust and who to call a friend now a days, it seems like everyone wants to turn their back on me for some reason. Maybe I'm just being paranoid as usual but I guess certain situations make trust a harder issue. Rich that I work with said something the other day that really made so much sense he said.."It's always the best friend that does it"