Oct 23, 2006 22:38
I feel like im wasting so much time on one thing and i need to stop. School is getting crazy, what i thought was gonna be an easy course load turned out to be the opposite and my school guy said "Damn thats a crazy course load" when he saw my shedule, luckly its all cake after this semester. I love hanging out but i fell like a burden to some people and thats bumming me out, i need to stop hanging out with them and stick to the kids who i know appreciate my company. I NEED TO SEE "THE DEPARTED" before it leaves the theaters, my dad said it was awesome and he knows movies. I also need to start looking for a job, so if you know of one let me know.
Im only 20 and i feel so old cuz im almost done with my undergrad, its kinda too much for me i wish i didnt come into college with so many credits, at 20 ur suposed to rage, not stress out getting into Med School. I will continue to rage and do my doctor stuff cuz i can do them both but its getting tough and i might disappear for a few weeks untill next semester.
I wanna start doing things durring the week, like afternoons and shit so call me and hang.
kbye
p.s. its fucking cold and i hate it.