[Entry 059]
[Private | Unhackable]
Maria's upset still.
Wish I knew what to do about it.
It doesn't help that she posted something that was locked against me. I refuse to hack it. Maybe she just needs the space. ...It's not as if I can leave her alone, anyway. I read everything she posts on the PDAs that I can, I even sleep on her own goddamn bed, and now that the search for the Master Emerald is over, I can spend every waking minute with her. I just don't know if she really wants that.
I don't think there's any way she can understand how it feels to me, having seen her die in front of me half a century ago. Even if I've only been awake and aware of her death for going on a year now, in her experience she has never been away from me for more than a couple hours since my creation. I would never want to tell her what it feels like. It's better that she doesn't know.
I still can't believe I have her back. I just want to hold onto her and never let go.
...
Damnit, I don't know why I write private things in here, anyway. It's not like it serves a purpose. It's not as though I'm going to forget everything again.
[/private]
[Screened to Maria | Unhackable]
Rouge will be staying with us. I don't know how long.
... Want to do something together?
[/screened]
Maria's upset still.
Wish I knew what to do about it.
It doesn't help that she posted something that was locked against me. I refuse to hack it. Maybe she just needs the space. ...It's not as if I can leave her alone, anyway. I read everything she posts on the PDAs that I can, I even sleep on her own goddamn bed, and now that the search for the Master Emerald is over, I can spend every waking minute with her. I just don't know if she really wants that.
I don't think there's any way she can understand how it feels to me, having seen her die in front of me half a century ago. Even if I've only been awake and aware of her death for going on a year now, in her experience she has never been away from me for more than a couple hours since my creation. I would never want to tell her what it feels like. It's better that she doesn't know.
I still can't believe I have her back. I just want to hold onto her and never let go.
...
Damnit, I don't know why I write private things in here, anyway. It's not like it serves a purpose. It's not as though I'm going to forget everything again.
[/private]
[Screened to Maria | Unhackable]
Rouge will be staying with us. I don't know how long.
... Want to do something together?
[/screened]