[Entry 042]
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I... can't believe it.
Am I really that dense? To have not seen this coming? I knew she'd gotten too attached, but I didn't realize...
I wish there was something I could do. She's been having a rough couple of days and I'm sure I just made things five times worse with nothing more than a couple of words. But there's nothing I can say to make her feel better. I just can't be that for her, for so many reasons. She's a gentle, caring girl. The best friend I've had in who knows how many years. Can't that be enough?
The problem isn't her, though. Not really. I've never held those sort of romantic feelings for anyone. It's probably not something I'm capable of. It would only get in the way of my responsibilities.
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I... can't believe it.
Am I really that dense? To have not seen this coming? I knew she'd gotten too attached, but I didn't realize...
I wish there was something I could do. She's been having a rough couple of days and I'm sure I just made things five times worse with nothing more than a couple of words. But there's nothing I can say to make her feel better. I just can't be that for her, for so many reasons. She's a gentle, caring girl. The best friend I've had in who knows how many years. Can't that be enough?
The problem isn't her, though. Not really. I've never held those sort of romantic feelings for anyone. It's probably not something I'm capable of. It would only get in the way of my responsibilities.
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