Apr 27, 2005 17:39
let me tell u guys a lil more on my life it prety much got wayy better but den things totlay got fucked up agian im goin threw dose stages n evrything it has coem 2 a point where i lke cry evrynight n evryday at sckoo . 2 tell al u guys da truth i dotn cry 4 fun n i dont do it 2 get fucken attion if soem of u retards think dat. everything is goin wrong grades family sckoo n mre stuff i cant metion . soem peps think dat da really no how it fells but i dont think any 1 no's eccept lke 5 peps. ive been threw lke 3579438597439856 milllion freinds if u put it dis way ive been wit best freinds wit evry 1 in my hole sckoo practilayy n dare all fake. evryday when i jsut want some 1 2 chill wit dares no1 normal or lke when im chillin wit tiff n apuline peps coem n jsut take dem away n den dare lke o am i staling dem from u . wowww i cant even explain in words how fucken pissed i am. ive never been dis pissed in my hole lfe no joke . i dont think im goan graudate of my fucken conduct my dad goes crazy on me evry fucken second. i have made a dession if all dis crap keep;s up n shit n im goan go 2 beverly 4 a semster n if things turn ourt fucked up agian im goin 2 pali or any other fucken sckoo. 1 thing i have leared in lfe is look at ur own pocket n dont b jelous of other peps but i awlays am . but i dont think dare is nuthin 2 b jelous about a nuch of beverly hilsl rich asses thik dare koo n prety. well wake up call go look at ur self in da mirror u might b da most gougous peace of shit ever but u miught b da biigest fake shit talker ever. i rahter b da ugliest peace of crap put on dis planet n b nice . looks n money arent evrythin . but i get affended realyl eisaly n i start cryin. threw out my lfe ive made bad choises n good choises im not goan metion any names but da good frinds i made i still have n da bad 1's i never talk 2 n u guys no who da bad 1;s are ill tell u soem peps i luv 2 fucken death ahley,tiff po po, chyna n some mre peps. i dotn look 4 alot in a freind da 1st thing i look at is dotn b fake da second thing dont lie dats all i look 4 n is dat 2 hard well if dat is 2 hard of a comitment 2 make 2 me dont even try 2 b my freind cuze honey dis time it 's not goan work out. i hate it when soem pes think da no evrythin which da dotn dare are soem things i havent told any1 in my hole lfe eccept ashley cuze i trust hur n she is not lke any 1 i no she is da nicest .coolest gurl ever n i truly honeslt luv hur 2 death . well peace out i felt lke doin dis lj thing agian