slight change of plans...
i was gonna get her a promise ring...and this is in no way a sign of me not loving her as much lol.
she is unsure of what she wants to do in life...she is seriously thinking about leaving for the peace core....i dont know what to do...
you know you truly love someone when you think about when they are gone and you cant picture where to go from there...
im not gonna pressure her into staying...if its meant to be...let her go and she'll come back you'll see...but im gonna get her a pretty diamond necklace...i made her tight gift it took like 3 days to do...and yes its gonna sound realy wierd to everyone reading this but i think it was the shit lol
well...i wanted her to havesomething that she could have forever...something like a pet she couldnt kill lol...it was kind of part joke cause she has killed 2 fish..one of her's and her friends lol...but
i made her this scene in a big ziplock freezer bag..
i drew a palmtree complete with coconuts and its done with construction paper...green and orange...and i drew coral and a sea fern lol and i taped these to the front of the bag on the bottomi even drew sand...and i made gravel and then!!! i drew a sub diving to the bottom on yellow paper (yellow submarine) and i drew a goldfish which honestly was a cross between between a picture of a real goldfish and one of the snack goldfish and it looked cool
then i drew a sun in the upper right hand corner which was really cool looking..and the whole thing had this feeling of originality and she loved it!
it took me close to 3 days to finish it and to top it off i filled the bag with blue construction paper that was folded accordian style and cut into strips so it looks like water...
on another note i have the role of film i want to get developed and i realised why! i think it might have pictures of my car in it! i really liked my car!!! then again it might have pictures of sam in it too...memories to say the least...no one is ever writing on my car again btw NEVER AGAIN ha
amanda is goin to get her license tomorrow morning...im proud of her..though if i said that she would look at me funny and ask if im feeling ok lol
she has been around geo alot...it bothers me...but i dont think anything is goin on..slowly but surely im beginning to believe it...its a delicate process really...as long as she is honest with me...i can be happy...and i know there are billions of reasons why she wouldnt be with him..but i let the few miniscule half assed reasons why she should bother me...and they arent even reasons...i am beginning to think that she really just wanted her friend back...for whatever underlying reasons...it doesnt matter..she loves me...and now that im pretty sure of amandas intentions..i just have to look out for geo...and maybe just maybe...i might not hate him...as much lol
K. moT
p.s.i have to let my knee heal before i can go back to work...its really swollen from when i hurt it working at regal a long time ago...before i met jenn...before i met sam...a long time ago..but its swollen...and its sore and i might have to go to the doctor...cause i might have arthritis...wonderful! im an old man at 18...im gonna need a new knee by 30 i think...im making this prediction...
she is unsure of what she wants to do in life...she is seriously thinking about leaving for the peace core....i dont know what to do...
you know you truly love someone when you think about when they are gone and you cant picture where to go from there...
im not gonna pressure her into staying...if its meant to be...let her go and she'll come back you'll see...but im gonna get her a pretty diamond necklace...i made her tight gift it took like 3 days to do...and yes its gonna sound realy wierd to everyone reading this but i think it was the shit lol
well...i wanted her to havesomething that she could have forever...something like a pet she couldnt kill lol...it was kind of part joke cause she has killed 2 fish..one of her's and her friends lol...but
i made her this scene in a big ziplock freezer bag..
i drew a palmtree complete with coconuts and its done with construction paper...green and orange...and i drew coral and a sea fern lol and i taped these to the front of the bag on the bottomi even drew sand...and i made gravel and then!!! i drew a sub diving to the bottom on yellow paper (yellow submarine) and i drew a goldfish which honestly was a cross between between a picture of a real goldfish and one of the snack goldfish and it looked cool
then i drew a sun in the upper right hand corner which was really cool looking..and the whole thing had this feeling of originality and she loved it!
it took me close to 3 days to finish it and to top it off i filled the bag with blue construction paper that was folded accordian style and cut into strips so it looks like water...
on another note i have the role of film i want to get developed and i realised why! i think it might have pictures of my car in it! i really liked my car!!! then again it might have pictures of sam in it too...memories to say the least...no one is ever writing on my car again btw NEVER AGAIN ha
amanda is goin to get her license tomorrow morning...im proud of her..though if i said that she would look at me funny and ask if im feeling ok lol
she has been around geo alot...it bothers me...but i dont think anything is goin on..slowly but surely im beginning to believe it...its a delicate process really...as long as she is honest with me...i can be happy...and i know there are billions of reasons why she wouldnt be with him..but i let the few miniscule half assed reasons why she should bother me...and they arent even reasons...i am beginning to think that she really just wanted her friend back...for whatever underlying reasons...it doesnt matter..she loves me...and now that im pretty sure of amandas intentions..i just have to look out for geo...and maybe just maybe...i might not hate him...as much lol
K. moT
p.s.i have to let my knee heal before i can go back to work...its really swollen from when i hurt it working at regal a long time ago...before i met jenn...before i met sam...a long time ago..but its swollen...and its sore and i might have to go to the doctor...cause i might have arthritis...wonderful! im an old man at 18...im gonna need a new knee by 30 i think...im making this prediction...