(no subject)
Well, for the first time in a long time i have been able to sneak away from work long enough to write something and by sneak i mean sacrificing my lunch break, heh.
Things have been increadibly hard at work, and the other night just even the thought of having to back to work on monday drove me almost insane.
It's been an insanely tough week, but it's being worked through. Almost every muscle in my body is aching, and throbbing with pain, but it's something that has to be worked through. What doesn't kill you, makes you stronger, or so i hope.
Things at home are awesome. I wouldn't know what to do without tracee, plain and simple. I had a really hard couple of days, and i came home and she got me some food, and some water, and was really loving and supportive. she rubbed my aching back for me, and helped me relax till i got fell into some much needed sleep.
Jake is doing alright, sometimes i think he's warming up to me, other times, who knows? I always try to remember he's 3, but sometimes it's hard. emily is only 8 months old and me and her already have a really strong bond. She's absolutely gorgeous, and very happy most of the time. she can say "dada, mama, and naanaa" (whatever naa naa is, lol) she's crawling up a storm, can sit up on her own, and is even trying to stand by herself. She's fed up with toys and very curious about everything. she only wants to play with shit she's never seen before.
Well i have to get back to work. I love you family. :-)
Things have been increadibly hard at work, and the other night just even the thought of having to back to work on monday drove me almost insane.
It's been an insanely tough week, but it's being worked through. Almost every muscle in my body is aching, and throbbing with pain, but it's something that has to be worked through. What doesn't kill you, makes you stronger, or so i hope.
Things at home are awesome. I wouldn't know what to do without tracee, plain and simple. I had a really hard couple of days, and i came home and she got me some food, and some water, and was really loving and supportive. she rubbed my aching back for me, and helped me relax till i got fell into some much needed sleep.
Jake is doing alright, sometimes i think he's warming up to me, other times, who knows? I always try to remember he's 3, but sometimes it's hard. emily is only 8 months old and me and her already have a really strong bond. She's absolutely gorgeous, and very happy most of the time. she can say "dada, mama, and naanaa" (whatever naa naa is, lol) she's crawling up a storm, can sit up on her own, and is even trying to stand by herself. She's fed up with toys and very curious about everything. she only wants to play with shit she's never seen before.
Well i have to get back to work. I love you family. :-)