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I really wish i could see my beautiful family right now. Things have been crazy out to sea, it's 3:30 am and i am just exhausted. This life out to sea is rediculous. I don't ever want to go out to sea again. I thought this deployment would be worth the money and it's not even close *sigh* Just want shit to go right, and it wont... things out here need to shape up bad, i have too much on my plate and i don't know how to do it...