his will they'll take away...
I am trying so hard to keep my head above water out here. If i had my way, i would sit in front of a computer screen, e-mailing nilla and looking at pictures of her and the kids.
A tired man they see, no longer cares...
Just... have so much watch, that anythign more than couple hours of sleep is damn near impossible, especially with everything broken. We are trying. Well, i take that back, fish is trying. It's about all the help i really have. No one else troubleshoots but me, and him and I end up solving 90% of the faults. It's not something i want to brag about. I'd rather be one of the guys who spends all day at a computer, or on the couch in berthing... *sigh*
I feel like i have to steal time to write in here, or write home. I am still unsure how i can keep this up for 4 more months... There's just so much stress and so much pressure.
It's swallowed by pain, as he slowly fell apart...
This shit needs to end and we all need to come home. It's horrible when your day feels like everytime you blink, it has somehow gotten worse...
A tired man they see, no longer cares...
Just... have so much watch, that anythign more than couple hours of sleep is damn near impossible, especially with everything broken. We are trying. Well, i take that back, fish is trying. It's about all the help i really have. No one else troubleshoots but me, and him and I end up solving 90% of the faults. It's not something i want to brag about. I'd rather be one of the guys who spends all day at a computer, or on the couch in berthing... *sigh*
I feel like i have to steal time to write in here, or write home. I am still unsure how i can keep this up for 4 more months... There's just so much stress and so much pressure.
It's swallowed by pain, as he slowly fell apart...
This shit needs to end and we all need to come home. It's horrible when your day feels like everytime you blink, it has somehow gotten worse...