One Night Mistake
Summary: Neil makes the ultimate mistake. Can David ever forgive him?
Disclaimer: I own nothing. This is fiction
Warnings: RPF, swearing
Rating: PG-13
One Night Mistake.
Neil stared at his sleeping lover. Last night had been amazing. David had cooked dinner, they had drank wine and made love for hours. Neil loved nights like those. They were so relaxing and brought the two closer together. Neil loved the noises David made as Neil first entered him and his face as he came. But, Neil knew he had done something wrong. And he knew that David would never forgive him. Neil left the bed and walked to the kitchen. He began to prepare breakfast for his lover. David walked into the kitchen and wrapped his arms around the slightly taller man.
"Are you cooking breakfast?"
"The one meal I can do."
"Special occassion?"
"You could say that. All done. Sit down."
David sat at the table and grinned up at his lover as Neil dished out the breakfast. They ate in comfortable silence. David stood up to clean the table but Neil grabbed his hand.
"I have to tell you something."
He led his lover into the living room and settled them on the couch. As David cuddled into his side, Neil savoured the moment. This might never happen again.
"When I was filming Glee, I went out with Ryan, Idina, Jane and Matthew. We went out for a couple of drinks."
"Ok? So you drank. What's the big deal?"
"Well, I got pretty drunk. So did Matthew. And I was lonely. He was lonely. One thing led to another and we went back to my room."
"Neil. Tell me you didn't sleep with Matthew Morrison."
Sobs shook Neil's face.
"I'm sorry. I never wanted to hurt you. I love you David."
The younger man jumped off the couch.
"If you didn 't want to hurt me you wouldn't have slept with him!"
"I know! I'm sorry."
"Stop saying your sorry! Sorry isn't good enough. You slept with another man Neil. How do you expect me to trust you again?"
Neil looked up at his partner. Tears ran down David's face as he sobbed silently. Neil doubted he looked any better.
"David, please. If I lose you, I don't know what I'll do. Please, just, can you ever forgive me?"
"Neil, you need to leave. Please, I need to be alone."
Neil jumped off the couch and grabbed his lover's hand.
"Don't ask me that. Please, I can't leave. David, I love you."
The younger man stepped away from Neil, disconnecting their hands.
"That's not enough anymore Neil. I can't trust you. You can not have relationship without trust. Please, just get a bag and leave. I'll ring you when I want to talk."
Neil walked out of the living room and packed a bag in the bedroom. As he lefet the house, he saw David collapse on the couch, shoulders shaking from the force of his tears. Neil had done that. He had caused those tears. He'd never forgive himself. And David would never forgive him. He didn't deserve David. He'd probably never get that phonecall. Neil climbed into his car, tears streaming down his face. One night was going to destroy six years of love. Why did he do it?
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Similar thoughts were running through David's mind as he sobbed. Why would Neil do this? Didn't he love him anymore? David had some serious thinking to do. Foremost on his mind, could he ever take Neil back?
A/N This will be a twoshot. Also my first time writing this pairing, so I hope you like it. Next chapter, will David forgive Neil?