worst easter in my 15 years of life....

[bowonmyfinger]

well the day started off great...well not really in a sense because at 6:30am this morning a guy who i grew up with since i was born and who is like my brother was killed in a car accedent, it was really really foggy out and he was with 2 friends from work and the driver swerved because something had gotten in the road, he lost controll of the car ran into some trees and hit one and it fell on the car where the guy was in the back seat, the 2 boys in the front seat of the car were fine they walked away from the scene not my guy...his brain automatically swelled and cut off the blood flow and the part of the brain that was dammaged was the central part that controlls everything and he has no brain activity...so he was pronouncecd dead at 2:30pm this after noonits starting to hit me really bad and ive been crying--you can only imagine what his father is going through.... he was only 19 he was liek my brother i grew up with him ive known him all my life...its just really hard for me...

-|-the one who lose some one very dear to her heart-|-

RIP--John 2:30pm on 4/11/04--we loved you