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I have decided that I will be your example, I, Me, will show you. God will help me to help you, and I know this. In this process not only will I become extraordinary close with God, but hopefully you will too. I am excited for the work ahead, yes work work work. You will love the person God is going to shape, you will love me so much more than you do now. I hope you can open your heart like I am. Open your mind like I am. Work like I am. It is harder to have faith and believe but I hope you can. I will not force you, I will show you. :]
I am so young and curious, but you turn me on to the idea of growing old. I have been thinking about single life lately mainly because I am getting attention from people other than Russell and I budge a little, and then I snap right back. Sometimes I question what would happen, what things would be like if we weren't together, and if we saw other people but then I can't stand the feeling. I guess I might think a guy is cute, and nice but when it all comes down to it I really just want Russell. I feel guilty almost for even thinking about things like this but I guess it's just normal. I don't think anyone can steal me away from Russell, and if they some how do ( impossible!) I will punch them?
School starts monday! :]
I am so young and curious, but you turn me on to the idea of growing old. I have been thinking about single life lately mainly because I am getting attention from people other than Russell and I budge a little, and then I snap right back. Sometimes I question what would happen, what things would be like if we weren't together, and if we saw other people but then I can't stand the feeling. I guess I might think a guy is cute, and nice but when it all comes down to it I really just want Russell. I feel guilty almost for even thinking about things like this but I guess it's just normal. I don't think anyone can steal me away from Russell, and if they some how do ( impossible!) I will punch them?
School starts monday! :]