wait for it.
A hint of me is jealous, and then I snap back and realize Hey now, look what is on your plate. It will be my turn one day, and it will be because I am ready and happy, not to say anyone else isn't. This fairy tale world in my head will come true one day and I never thought it would. I always tell myself stop watching so many movies, stop living in your books but hey some aspects of those movies/books/thoughts are real. I now know how to make them real. I will get educated, have a career, and then I will see everything as I see it on my 32 inch. For now I will bask in my youth and enjoy it. I will be happy that I am 20 and living at home with my parents haha. I can look back and be glad that I wasn't trying to grow up so fast, and I can live without regrets (hopefully I won't be dumb)
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I can see a lot of life in you, I can see a lot of bright in you.
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I can see a lot of life in you, I can see a lot of bright in you.