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I don't feel like talking about my trip. It was good and bad. I am just so glad to be homeeee.
Right now russell is in my room sleeping, he fell asleep after I found my old 10th grade journal and started reading it. I am flooded with a depressed feeling. I miss so many things. I miss my best friend. I miss my innocence. I miss being carefree. Things were so incredibly easy and SIMPLE.
you know what I want? I want a bestfriend that is not my boyfriend. I love Russell to death but I wish I could go out for a girls night, or just talk on the phone about our boys and about life. I miss that so much I really really do. It's so hard for me to find someone that is on the same page as I am. I also want friends. Someone to invite ME out, who calls me to just talk. When I go out now it's with russells friends and because they invited russell [I love hanging out with yall silly bitches]. I really think Dean and Matt are MY friends, but even so we don't hang out enough :[ I wish that would change. Really what I am bummed out about is my up and coming birthday. I want to go out and have fun, but who is going to celebrate with me? yayyy for Russell. haha. I don't mind :D He is the love of my life and I am so glad I have him.
enough whiny shit eh? I need to find a job. Oh! I am obsessed with twilight. yeah yeah yeah, I KNOWWWWWW. It's gay and for little 15 year old girls but I love it. Team Edward. I already pre ordered the 4th book. HOLLA.
ok I'm gonna go wake up russypoo. I am sad and need a hug :[
adios.
hey, listen to this song, it RULES.
Oh no! Oh my! sings it. C:
I never had a sister
that you didn't like
You had three ugly brothers
but still turned out all right, yeah
I never had a girlfriend
longer than three months
you never had a boyfriend
but married on a hunch
so let's ride bikes into the sea
and catch a bus outside the reef
drive so deep that we can see
thinks that we have to get off
the bus driver laughs and he shakes his head
says, "You're okay, I drive this route everyday"
you're uneasy and you say you're scared
and if I die at least you'll die too
I never had a sister
but you, you look swell
wearing your matching shorts
as often as the mail comes
you look like Audrey Hepburn
when you get all dressed up
I have seen all your movies
'cause Audrey's a stone fox
so let's ride bikes into the sea
and catch a bus outside the reef
drive so deep where we can see
thinks that we have to get off
The bus driver laughs and he shakes his head
says, "You're okay, I drive this route everyday"
you're uneasy and you say you're scared
and if I die at least you'll die too
Right now russell is in my room sleeping, he fell asleep after I found my old 10th grade journal and started reading it. I am flooded with a depressed feeling. I miss so many things. I miss my best friend. I miss my innocence. I miss being carefree. Things were so incredibly easy and SIMPLE.
you know what I want? I want a bestfriend that is not my boyfriend. I love Russell to death but I wish I could go out for a girls night, or just talk on the phone about our boys and about life. I miss that so much I really really do. It's so hard for me to find someone that is on the same page as I am. I also want friends. Someone to invite ME out, who calls me to just talk. When I go out now it's with russells friends and because they invited russell [I love hanging out with yall silly bitches]. I really think Dean and Matt are MY friends, but even so we don't hang out enough :[ I wish that would change. Really what I am bummed out about is my up and coming birthday. I want to go out and have fun, but who is going to celebrate with me? yayyy for Russell. haha. I don't mind :D He is the love of my life and I am so glad I have him.
enough whiny shit eh? I need to find a job. Oh! I am obsessed with twilight. yeah yeah yeah, I KNOWWWWWW. It's gay and for little 15 year old girls but I love it. Team Edward. I already pre ordered the 4th book. HOLLA.
ok I'm gonna go wake up russypoo. I am sad and need a hug :[
adios.
hey, listen to this song, it RULES.
Oh no! Oh my! sings it. C:
I never had a sister
that you didn't like
You had three ugly brothers
but still turned out all right, yeah
I never had a girlfriend
longer than three months
you never had a boyfriend
but married on a hunch
so let's ride bikes into the sea
and catch a bus outside the reef
drive so deep that we can see
thinks that we have to get off
the bus driver laughs and he shakes his head
says, "You're okay, I drive this route everyday"
you're uneasy and you say you're scared
and if I die at least you'll die too
I never had a sister
but you, you look swell
wearing your matching shorts
as often as the mail comes
you look like Audrey Hepburn
when you get all dressed up
I have seen all your movies
'cause Audrey's a stone fox
so let's ride bikes into the sea
and catch a bus outside the reef
drive so deep where we can see
thinks that we have to get off
The bus driver laughs and he shakes his head
says, "You're okay, I drive this route everyday"
you're uneasy and you say you're scared
and if I die at least you'll die too