vaca.
I am going to New York. I am super excited. I put in my 2 weeks at the daycare and I couldn't be happier. When I get back I'll be jobless, but there are a million places to work, so I don't think it will be hard to find a job. It worked out perfectly because I had already planned to quit, I hate it there. This vacation is going to be amazing. No work or school, and just hanging out with my family travelin places. I can't wait to go. I guess this will also help me to stop smoking. haha. My parents don't know I smoke, so I can't in front of them for like 2 weeks. YAY. I was so stressed and depressed about how things were going lately, and now they all fell into place. I still can't believe I get a vacation. I am so lucky. Everything was going so wrong, it's so funny how things can instantly change. fjsdlslksfkl I am so happy. I just have to make it 3 more weeks at the daycare so I can have money to spend. hollaaa. I'm gonna shop my ass off.
Forget my last post, I am going to write when I want and post it when I want. I don't care anymore what anyone thinks of it, it's for me. Writing is my absolute favorite thing to do, and I am not going to stop because I fear that people won't like it. Who cares right? right. I have been reading a lot of poetry lately, and I am starting to get the feel of it.
Isn't it funny that when I feel happy, I get a wave of anxiousness? I am the weirdest person. I hate my "chemical imbalance", but sometimes I guess it can be entertaining and I can laugh at it. Sometimes you just gotta laugh at yourself.
Two people at work have asked if I lost weight, and It feels good.
time to go back now. booooooooooooooooo. only 3 more weeks. 3 more weeks.
Forget my last post, I am going to write when I want and post it when I want. I don't care anymore what anyone thinks of it, it's for me. Writing is my absolute favorite thing to do, and I am not going to stop because I fear that people won't like it. Who cares right? right. I have been reading a lot of poetry lately, and I am starting to get the feel of it.
Isn't it funny that when I feel happy, I get a wave of anxiousness? I am the weirdest person. I hate my "chemical imbalance", but sometimes I guess it can be entertaining and I can laugh at it. Sometimes you just gotta laugh at yourself.
Two people at work have asked if I lost weight, and It feels good.
time to go back now. booooooooooooooooo. only 3 more weeks. 3 more weeks.