internet is back up. yayyyyyy.
I have noticed some little things this week that I love.
My favorite part of church is shaking hands with the people around you and saying peace be with you.
It's just nice and warm. yeah warm warm warm.
The car rides to and from school with russell are oh so good. Usually the conversations consist of gaming shit, or our weird bio teacher and I'll miss it this summer, but it will be back for fall.
Wearing just mascara and being natural. I don't look so good, but I feel good. Weird? yeah i know.
Plain and simple being in love. It is beautiful and I am so happy to have my bumble bee bitch here right now chillen with me.
My family. I have gotten so close with them and I thank God every single night for them and I almost want to cry right now thinking about how much they mean to me. EMO HELL YEAH NIGGA. ew.
So yeah anyways it's the last week of school before finals, hip hip hooraayyy. Grand theft auto comes out tonight so russell will only appear at school.He is preparing for the game by being mean/ghetto haha it's entertaining.
I went shopping, didn't get any of those dresses, don't have the money :[ but I got cute wide legs pants, not jeans, and they rule. I think I have insomnia. It really really sucks. I just can't fuckin sleep and I feel so tired but still won't fall asleep, it's really ridiculous. I seriously just say fuck it and get up and write for like 2 hours and then I pass out. What do people do when they have insomnia? I need it taken care of.
WORK SUCKSSSSSSSSSSSSSS. I was talking to my friend avery, and she works in the theatre department at sac. Pays about 9 bucks an hour and I would be working with theatre shit! She was telling me all about theatre and how things work like auditions and stuff.I am going to ease my way into it by being extras and see how things go from there.I am going to apply in the fall for a job because I can just go to school and then just go to work afterwards. You can pick your own schedule and everything so I could still have weekends off. sweet? I fuckin think soooo.
I have a lot of things to look forward to half good, half bad. You know what? I am really proud of myself for once. I have come so damn far and I will give myself credit. From smoking weed/partying,suckass grades,no job, being depressed to completely drug free, in school with good grades, working hard, saving money,finding God and my faith, and loosing weight. Also a lot with my mental state and growing as a person. Yeah thats right, ill give myself some kudos.
Hope all is well with you shitheads.
My favorite part of church is shaking hands with the people around you and saying peace be with you.
It's just nice and warm. yeah warm warm warm.
The car rides to and from school with russell are oh so good. Usually the conversations consist of gaming shit, or our weird bio teacher and I'll miss it this summer, but it will be back for fall.
Wearing just mascara and being natural. I don't look so good, but I feel good. Weird? yeah i know.
Plain and simple being in love. It is beautiful and I am so happy to have my bumble bee bitch here right now chillen with me.
My family. I have gotten so close with them and I thank God every single night for them and I almost want to cry right now thinking about how much they mean to me. EMO HELL YEAH NIGGA. ew.
So yeah anyways it's the last week of school before finals, hip hip hooraayyy. Grand theft auto comes out tonight so russell will only appear at school.He is preparing for the game by being mean/ghetto haha it's entertaining.
I went shopping, didn't get any of those dresses, don't have the money :[ but I got cute wide legs pants, not jeans, and they rule. I think I have insomnia. It really really sucks. I just can't fuckin sleep and I feel so tired but still won't fall asleep, it's really ridiculous. I seriously just say fuck it and get up and write for like 2 hours and then I pass out. What do people do when they have insomnia? I need it taken care of.
WORK SUCKSSSSSSSSSSSSSS. I was talking to my friend avery, and she works in the theatre department at sac. Pays about 9 bucks an hour and I would be working with theatre shit! She was telling me all about theatre and how things work like auditions and stuff.I am going to ease my way into it by being extras and see how things go from there.I am going to apply in the fall for a job because I can just go to school and then just go to work afterwards. You can pick your own schedule and everything so I could still have weekends off. sweet? I fuckin think soooo.
I have a lot of things to look forward to half good, half bad. You know what? I am really proud of myself for once. I have come so damn far and I will give myself credit. From smoking weed/partying,suckass grades,no job, being depressed to completely drug free, in school with good grades, working hard, saving money,finding God and my faith, and loosing weight. Also a lot with my mental state and growing as a person. Yeah thats right, ill give myself some kudos.
Hope all is well with you shitheads.