funnnn.
i had the best with russell today. He thought that I didn't have any money so he wasn't gonna get anything until my paycheck buutt he was surprised with the photo album (which is so cute p.s) oh oh annnd I thought he would probably take back the gaming keyboard thing I got but he actually really really liked it so I felt proud. He also thought the 80's cd was the SHIT. haha but when we played it in the car it was stupid band that covered all the songs, i was REALLY pissed, but they weren't bad. He brought me lunch at my house, spaghetti, it was delicious, we ate while watching Juno buut he got me the dvd with the script! how amazing is that? I LOVE LOVE LOVE Diablo Cody. HAHA russell got me FAKE sunflowers, so they never die :D Then we went to Malibu Grand Prix and it was soooo fun. Mini golf was actually incredibly fun because russell and I are dumbasses and recorded it with my badass video camera. At first he was embarrassed but he got used to it. I was kicking his ass at first but then he ended up beating me by 7 points. GAY. I got a hole in 1 though and he didn't. so HA! Then we hit up the go karts. HOLY SMOKES. It was so fun. We were bumping the shit out of each other and we got stuck like 3 times and the guy didn't give a shit, it was sweet. I actually spun in a circle, yeah i know what you are all thinking..im a badass, well you are indeed right. I also bumped some other people too, it was highly entertaining. After we ate at freddy's and it was amazing, now I am home and wishing that I could rewind the day and start allll over again.
As far as other things go I have been really inspired to write, but to FINISH what I start. I still need to finish a poem, and my friend matt said he would animate it for me. I'll work on it and maybe actually post it, I'm just scared of feedback, but how else will I get better? I have decided that after I finish the poem, I will start my screenplay. I have the summer to write, write, write.
I will probably get an A, B, and C in school this semester but that is ok with me I guess. I wanted A's and B's only but what can you do with a dick professor that you hate so much that all you want to do is punch him so you don't study? You get a C is what. Growing wise I am starting to work on myself. I am slowly, very very slowly, changing the way I perceive and think, so it is not negative or self-destructive. It is really hard. I will conquer the black in me. That sounded really weird and gay. AHHH I am so tired and have to wake up at 5 tomorrow, but I don't want today to end. Boy o boy do I love russell with all my heart.
goodnight lj.
As far as other things go I have been really inspired to write, but to FINISH what I start. I still need to finish a poem, and my friend matt said he would animate it for me. I'll work on it and maybe actually post it, I'm just scared of feedback, but how else will I get better? I have decided that after I finish the poem, I will start my screenplay. I have the summer to write, write, write.
I will probably get an A, B, and C in school this semester but that is ok with me I guess. I wanted A's and B's only but what can you do with a dick professor that you hate so much that all you want to do is punch him so you don't study? You get a C is what. Growing wise I am starting to work on myself. I am slowly, very very slowly, changing the way I perceive and think, so it is not negative or self-destructive. It is really hard. I will conquer the black in me. That sounded really weird and gay. AHHH I am so tired and have to wake up at 5 tomorrow, but I don't want today to end. Boy o boy do I love russell with all my heart.
goodnight lj.