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I haven't written anything in a long time. I mean poem/book wise. I guess i have been busy? It's all going to pour out soon.I was inspired recently. There is this girl at sac who i met in the smoking section. Loud, crazy, redheaded chain smoking son of a b. All of a sudden she was talking about writing, and i immediately jumped into the conversation. She pulled out a poem she had been working on for a long time. She didn't just read it to me, she performed it. It was amazing. I see something different now, a different side. Two extremes. People honestly fascinate me, is that weird? Meeting people is my favorite thing to do. It's exciting to learn new things about them, and the best is finding out something you never expect from them.
well my stupid fat bald bitch fucking professor yelled the shit out of me. His class is so hard. I guess i can study more, but i hate the book he made us buy. Russell is taking the same class, but a different prof and his book is the shit. anywayyss i failed the second test. I don't want to drop the class, i want to atleast get out with a c. so i went and talked to him after class, he was SOOO mean! I was coming to him for help and he put me down while yelling at me. He told me it is possible to get a c though, thank god. He asked me "are you studying nine hours a week for my course" i started to say hmm about.. then he says "NO! im asking you a question, DO YOU STUDY NINE HOURS A WEEK?" i was like ugh no. i almost cried. Now I am gonna study my ass off and get a fucking c, and then ill tell him what i think. well maybe. hahaha. UGHHHH. i stick up for myself with people, but teachers are different i guess. NOT ANYMORE FUCKERRRRRRR. hahaha
I have an A in theatre, and soon ill have a B in Bio. B FOR BIO! haha i hope. and please lord a C in history. I just think its hard for me just because of his teaching. He gives us HUGE blocks of readings and no quizzes or anything inbetween to prep us for a test, so when the test comes im like FUCK i do not for the life of me remember this. So yeah thats school.
ahhhhh i miss you lj, and i dont even know if anyone reads you, but i love you.
well my stupid fat bald bitch fucking professor yelled the shit out of me. His class is so hard. I guess i can study more, but i hate the book he made us buy. Russell is taking the same class, but a different prof and his book is the shit. anywayyss i failed the second test. I don't want to drop the class, i want to atleast get out with a c. so i went and talked to him after class, he was SOOO mean! I was coming to him for help and he put me down while yelling at me. He told me it is possible to get a c though, thank god. He asked me "are you studying nine hours a week for my course" i started to say hmm about.. then he says "NO! im asking you a question, DO YOU STUDY NINE HOURS A WEEK?" i was like ugh no. i almost cried. Now I am gonna study my ass off and get a fucking c, and then ill tell him what i think. well maybe. hahaha. UGHHHH. i stick up for myself with people, but teachers are different i guess. NOT ANYMORE FUCKERRRRRRR. hahaha
I have an A in theatre, and soon ill have a B in Bio. B FOR BIO! haha i hope. and please lord a C in history. I just think its hard for me just because of his teaching. He gives us HUGE blocks of readings and no quizzes or anything inbetween to prep us for a test, so when the test comes im like FUCK i do not for the life of me remember this. So yeah thats school.
ahhhhh i miss you lj, and i dont even know if anyone reads you, but i love you.