I'm going to get grounded for the rest of my life!
So teachers handed in midterms last Wednesday and I guess they mailed them out on Thursday. So, I've been freaking out about when the mail is gonna come every day since Thursday. I have this feeling like I'm just gonna get killed any second and I almost have panic attacks everyday when I get home and the mail isn't there. As long as I can get my midterm (I'm getting one in C.I. and Mr. Kendall told me it's not as bad as the grade looks because we haven't done alot of actual graded assignments in there) out of the mail and hidden before my dad gets home I'll be all set because then he won't know that I'm doing bad. I'm already picking up my grade and busting my ass for that class to pick up my grade but he won't listen to me. The midterms didn't come Friday, Saturday, Sunday(duh, no mail on sundays) and then there was no mail on monday because of columbus day. Then yesterday I flipped out because the mail wasn't coming... and it didn't get to my house until 4:30!!! My dad was definatley home and he heard/saw the mailtruck pull up... I had already been out the door to go grab it and he came out behind me. I was so afraid that I was shaking but I went through the stack of mail quickly with hopes of pulling out the midterms before he saw it... but... they weren't in there. Which means that most likely it's going to come today. I REALLY hope that if they do come today they come early enough where i can get it out of the mail and then hide it in my room so he won't know that i was doing bad. But if he does see the midterms... well I'm fucked. He already told me a couple weeks ago that I was "skating on thin ice and about to lose EVERYTHING- (this made me think about what he could possibly take away since i don't have my cell phone right now and i haven't had a computer since mid-june)-" I was skating on thin ice before because my dad and mandy went to open house and I got screamed at because Mrs. Hand told my dad my grade dropped from an 87 to an 84. Compared to my old grades I'd say that is a pretty fuckin good grade but my dad has decided to TRY to be a parent now. Fucking Jerk. And I guess this time he is going to take away the T.V., I won't be allowed to use the phone, and he's also gonna take away my Cd's and BOOKS... he says that I must have fun reading and if I'm grounded all I will do is study. FUCK THAT. And now since my last day at mcdonald's was on saturday I don't even have work to get out of the house if i get grounded like this... and i won't be able to read to "escape" as dumb as that may sound... and i won't be able to talk to or see sam or any of my friends! Which will mean a complete meltdown. I seriously don't know what I'm going to do if I get grounded from everything. I guess if I get grounded from everything I'm going to be grounded until report cards come out. Report cards come out on like... November 11th I think? ...Thats a long fucking time to be grounded. -.-!!! And without contact with anyone except in school, I will be one depressed chica, no lie.
Okay so about my weekend...
Friday:
Friday night I was sick still with a cold so... it was pretty uneventfull. My dad and mandy left for camping and my dad said he felt bad about leaving me home for another weekend... which i totally don't mind because nikki usually comes over and we make jungle juice and get drunk then watch like... these kids games shows from the early 90's and make fun of them. But this friday I just slept and did absolutely nothing.
Saturday:
Woke up feeling alittle better but not much... I had to work at 4 but decided not to go in.. it was my last day anyway and my manager told me that since i didn't have a doctor's note that i would be written up and suspended... i just told her that i didn't care becaues it was my last day... then she accused me of not coming in because it was my last day and i snapped at her and told her if she wanted me to come in and have my nose run all over the fries then i would but i don't think it would be "good for business" (at my old mc-jobo they used to tell us stupid shit was "bad for business" all the time... they're retards) so i called out. Then I took another nap... At like 10pm nikki called me and came over... at 1am we decided we were hungry and there was like nothing to eat in my house so it was off to Price Chopper's in Vernon... by the time we got around we were at price choppers by 1:30am there was nothing there so we went to denny's. Our waitress was pretty bitchy but then she went outside for a few minutes and when she came back she was all happy... i think she had a cigarette. THen we had these obnoxious fucks sitting behind us with one girl going on and on about how she was sick of guys and she should just become a lesbian. her friend then goes "well maybe if you didn't just hop right into bed with the guys they'd have more respect for you" pwned. i was very amused. We went back to my house and played some candyland while watching stupid ass game shows on this nickelodeon channel... it was like "get the picture" and "NickArcade" oh and figure it out... they're from the early 90's so it was pretty obnoxious. we went to bed at 7:30 in the morning.
Sunday:
NIkki left for work and my dad came home with mandy from camping... i didn't do anything except sit on my ass and watch random reality shows. i went to bed early then woke up on...
MOnday:
I woke up to find my uncle in the kitchen talking to mandy which was odd. He told me how my mother said something about my grandfather that pissed him off so bad that he wanted to shoot her. When he told me what she said I made a mental note to drop kick that bitch in the throat next time i see her. bitch. MOnday night nikki came over again. We went to Denny's at like 12:30. When we got there nikki realized she forgot her wallet so she had to leave me at denny's and go back to shaws where she had been working to get her wallet. She came back and we got out food, the waiter was really nice and all bubbly and shit. There weren't really many obnoxious people there that night. After we ate we just sat there FOREVER... until like 2:30 in the morning. We finally payed our bill then left. ON the way home near Dimitri's we're just driving along when we see flashers light up behind us. So we pulled over. It was a girl cop so i was worried because usually their bitches on a power trip but she was nice. The first thing she did was ask us how much we had to drink... this is how it goes
COp: So how much have we been drinking tonight?
Me: O.O! (trying not to laugh because i'm starting to get over tired)
NIkki: We haven't been drinking tonight at all!
Cop: Ooooh nothing to drink tonight huh?
It was funny because the cop didn't believe us at first... I guess nikki made a bad turn and was too close to the break down lane while we were driving... but we didn't get a ticket and didn't get a written warning or anything but the cop followed us all the way to daly rd.
We got back to my house and played some more candyland and watched tv. Then we found this opera music choice station and did some very... unique dancing i'll say. We started laughing then heard the dog bark and we ran into my room and hung out there until my dad went to work at 6am. THen we went back in the living room and watched Saved by the bell until 8. By then I was like a walking zombie so we went to bed.
The next day (tuesday) we went to the bank and Dunkin Donuts to turn in my application... I hope they call me back cuz I need a job badly! Then we sat in the house waiting for the mail to come so i could steal my midterm and then go out with nikki for the rest of the day.. but it was taking too long so nikki left and i just sat there and wrote my personal narrative college essay thing (it was about my mom and how i left... which was hard to write but oh well i think it came out good) then i did my C.I. homework.
It's almost time for C.I. so i'm gonna go... and yeah. I'm starting to feel a panic attack coming on because it's getting close to the end of the school day and closer to me either getting grounded and screamed at for a few hours or... it's closer to me just stealing my midterm and hiding it. hmm... i hope i can get it out of the mail.
Mothafuck.
<3Katie