Serendipity

Sep 09, 2005 04:19

Serendipity - The faculty of making fortunate discoveries by accident.

That's the defenition of Serendipity from dictionary.com. I don't even know why i am typing this at this hour of the day. Serendipity is also a romance movie that i just happened to watch finishing up at 4 a.m.
Some people believe that loves happens as serendipity that fortunate discover or fortunate meetings with this one person are made by accident. I watch the movie didn't flip the channels to see what else was on but i actually watched the entire movie and it got me thinking about love and my previous relationships.

I don't know what to say about my previous relationships that they were a complete and utter fairly by my part i think and couldn't recover or make ammends to them, or i made poor attempts to make ammends with the girl. This journal entry isn't an attempt to start talking with the girls. If the girls want to talk with me and give me crap feel free i could care less at the moment.

So i guess the question to everybody is do people actually believe in Serendipity when dealing with love? I don't know how to answer the question at the moment because i honestly don't think i will have a love one because when i get into relationships i always screw up in them and sometimes i think its a sign that i should spend my life alone, but have close friends but really don't get into a major relationship. Another part of me says try to meet new people and try to find that "special love one" that will make me happy and that i will want to spend the rest of my life with.

I honestly need to get out more often and talk with more people just going day by day keeping to myself just down right sucks. I also want to have goals for myself and i should seeking those goals because i have almost four months to get my act straighted out and go off into the real world.

So for the next couple of months i look forward to studying for school, work, and bowling. Pretty much no time to do what i want to do, well actually monday is probably my own free day from school but tues i have class at night, wednesday is class in the morning then bowling at night, and then thursday is class pretty much from 1 p.m - 9 p.m. with an hour break from 5-6 p.m. I sure hope things that i'm working out during this fall winter semester work out.

Ok enough rambling because it is now 4:44 a.m. when i'm finishing this and i desperatly need some sleep. If anybody wants to reply to this feel free to it. If people do reply i will probably get some interesting responses maybe responses from people that i wouldn't expect but who knows.

Adios,
Mark
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