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[bowlingball]

I am not: skinny
I love: all my friends
I fear: growing up to become a 400 pound man named Fred...
I forgot: my parents b-day
I remember: my step fathers b-day
I imagine: becoming skinny
I hope: that actually happens
I crave: the feeling...
I regret: not doing something to change all of this...
I care: about my friends
I want: to become skinny
I feel: unwanted
I don't listen: to my dog scratching at the door to go to the bathroom out side....::sniff sniff:: wuts that smelll? lol jk
I hide: my true feelings
I pretend: that im ok (but IM NOT OKKKKKKAYYYYYY!)
I cry: when i relieze everything is not going as planned
I write: when im sad

I play: World Of Warcraft too much
I learned: that the square root of 4 is 2, and that nothing is as it seems
I Say: u think u know me but u really dont....

I dream: of becoming good looking, and becoming skinny
I wonder: why it hasent happend yet...
I fight: my homework, it usually wins in the end...
I drink: casually
I sing: to REALLY REALLY loud rap

i am: Dylan Matthew Bowling Ball Jackson Gottesman, A.k.A. Bowling Ball, A.k.A. Dilly Doo, A.k.A pathetic loser...