AAAAAAAAAAWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[bowlinchick2007]

AWWWW!!!!! Oh my, I am over John's house, and he is in the kitchen cooking, and he just called me out there to see if his water is boiling, it was the cutest thing ever. I love it!! Anyway, Cassie and I are hopefully going to the mall this weekend, after bowling on Saturday, so that should be fun! Oh my last night was different, I got online to check my mail and talk to Kyle, John, Tyler, and everybody else. Well, when I had gotten on Kyle and I were talking, and he asked me if I had gotten his text message, which of course I hadn't because I have no mintues! lol Anyway, I told hiim to tell me what he had sent me, and of course being who he is he wouldn't tell me, so it took me a while to get it out of him. Anyway, he finally told me what he had said. All I have to say right now is WOW! I never thought that he had felt this way about me, all a complete shock! WOW! He told me that he was basically in love with me, that he has felt this way forever. I was just like ummm, okay. I really didnt know how to respond to that! I told him that I love John and I always will. Which he said he completely understands, but he sitll loves me is what he said, so I was just like we will talk about it later when I feel better. Yesterday, I didn't feel good at all, I had cramps all day(sorry if nobody wants to know that) and I just wasn't feeling like my self. So we will have to see. I don't know what I am going to tell him! But, I will figure it out! Anyway, John is sitting here in his room talking to his dad, he is so cute when he is talking on the phone, it's the best! He really loves his dad! I love it. And I love him more thnen anybody knows, I am going crazy in side, It's the best feeling that a girl could ever have!!! I am so in love!! And it scares me. It scares me because I didnt think that anyone could love me as much as he does! I dont know what I would do if I lost him. I don't even want to think about it. That's how much it scares me. I have al these feelings that I can't explain, out loud or in words. I love him so much. Wow, just sitting here watching0 him, I get goose bumps. That has never happened before!
I love him!
Jeriann