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Prom was ....
I can't even describe it. If I could go back, I would do it again. But still, I don't know. It became surreal, to some level. Like melting clocks, it's this constant dripping feeling of unsettledness. I'm not sure I can deal with it right now. I'm not even sure if I want to deal with it right now. I want to truly be happy for some amout of time, no worries, no fear, none of that dumb, irrationality my life is so full of. I have become completely unable to accept myself on any legitimate grounds.
I can't even describe it. If I could go back, I would do it again. But still, I don't know. It became surreal, to some level. Like melting clocks, it's this constant dripping feeling of unsettledness. I'm not sure I can deal with it right now. I'm not even sure if I want to deal with it right now. I want to truly be happy for some amout of time, no worries, no fear, none of that dumb, irrationality my life is so full of. I have become completely unable to accept myself on any legitimate grounds.