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As a reminder:
Yearbook Workshop is tomorrow at Landstown. Sign in is at 8 a.m., however you don't HAVE to be there right at 8. I will be and I'll be waiting for a few people before going in. If you'd like me to wait for you too just comment.
I'm not sure anymore how long I will be staying but I will go, I've already promised.
I have a lot of projects that I have to do over this weekend, but I know that I won't finish them all. Other things are more important.
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I don't like having to come into this room, because everytime I do I have to see that one more thing has been packed. And today a lot of things have been packed. Its really hard, especially because I know that everyone is purposefully keeping things from me. I was the last person to be told.
I don't want him to go, and I keep having to tell myself that this is what he signed up for, but still, he was a reservist and in school so I never even really thought about it. And now that its happening its just a blow from nowhere. My brother's strong though, the strongest person I know, and I know that he'll be fine and do his job right.
I just hate the moments when there's that heavy silence and you can tell everyones thinking about the same thing. Because thats when its hard to keep from crying. It's become an automatic habit for everyone to just talk about random things, just so everyones distracted from thinking about it.
Yearbook Workshop is tomorrow at Landstown. Sign in is at 8 a.m., however you don't HAVE to be there right at 8. I will be and I'll be waiting for a few people before going in. If you'd like me to wait for you too just comment.
I'm not sure anymore how long I will be staying but I will go, I've already promised.
I have a lot of projects that I have to do over this weekend, but I know that I won't finish them all. Other things are more important.
~*~*~
I don't like having to come into this room, because everytime I do I have to see that one more thing has been packed. And today a lot of things have been packed. Its really hard, especially because I know that everyone is purposefully keeping things from me. I was the last person to be told.
I don't want him to go, and I keep having to tell myself that this is what he signed up for, but still, he was a reservist and in school so I never even really thought about it. And now that its happening its just a blow from nowhere. My brother's strong though, the strongest person I know, and I know that he'll be fine and do his job right.
I just hate the moments when there's that heavy silence and you can tell everyones thinking about the same thing. Because thats when its hard to keep from crying. It's become an automatic habit for everyone to just talk about random things, just so everyones distracted from thinking about it.