The thing from Andy

[bowiemian]

Over the past few years, I've said a lot of things. I've done a lot of things. I've meant a lot of things, and I've wanted a lot of things. And the only consistent thing about having it with you, is wanting to hold you for a while. It doesn't have to be a hug, it doesn't have to be something very serious at all, it just has to be holding. That's it, like even holding hands walking down the street. The basis here is that I want to see you in the flesh. I want to make sure that all we've talked about is real. I want to make sure that your skin is really there, that you're actually in those pictures, that the person on the other end of the phone is actually you.

I want to go out somewhere with you. I want to do that "walk down the street in the middle of the afternoon on a weekday with nothing to do" kind of thing. You know, take pictures of random things and play silly music (such as the music currently playing).

I just want to make sure that all of the greatness that we've had together since meeting randomly on greatestjournal was really real.

I don't know what life would be like without you in it, regardless of how sporatically we run into eachother. You're like a piece of me, and really, I couldn't do a lot of it without you.

And you know all of the other places that I've talked about you, remember?

You are still the beatiful woman to my Hiker.