..don't you eva..
..you've got a way with words..
i'm sitting in chris' brother's room, whcih has a jack skellington comforter on the bad and smells like his mom's dogs...-chuckles- crazy posters on the wall..and a really cool black and white of audrey hepburn...he's a pretty cool kid. anyways, there have a been a few mix-ups lately. with ochsner..with salliemae...i've been deducting my loan payment, only to realize today (after checking online) that my loan is once again in deferment status)..haha. so i have a couple hundred extra dollars in my account..lol. though, ochsner says i've not paid my bill on time and didn't send them any money, though i did. and they gladly took it out of my account. and i have proof. mmhmm. so, anyways.
last night, we kept the girls a little later. regina had actually behaved like an adult when she dropped the girls off. i was surprised. and thought maybe things wouldn't be so bad. my yen yoga class was FABULOUS and left me sore to the bone. seriously. my ass is crazy sore, and i didn't go today because movement out of bed was slow and near-painful. but back to her. last night, when we went to drop them off at 9pm, she wasn't home. she has a bad habit of not being home at the agreed-upon time. now she had 2 extra hours to do whatever it is she does when she doesn't have the kids. you think she could have the courtesy to be home when we show up. it's past 9 now. we leave. fuck her. leave a note in the door, we both had forgotten our cell phones. oh, well. she can come get the kids now. i'm beyond agitated and tired. so now it's all chris' fault. she tries saying she pulled up right behind him. ra ra ra. no, she did not. that street is rather long. i was driving. i looked. there are speed bumps. i kept looking. -shrug- the last thing i wanted was for her new-found adult behavior to disappear. but back to square one. -rme- oh, now she's going by the papers and the kids can't see their daddy any extra time anymore. well, wow. gee, golly. isn't that sweet? let's deprive the kids of their dad. what a swell mom she is! fucking asshat. he actually WANTS to see them. they WANT to see him. he has raised them their entire lives. he has fed them, cooked for them, bathed them, dressed them, worked to clothe them, etc. etc. what has she done? incubated them. and i shit you not, that is pretty much the extent of it. and now, the man that gets to spend more time with them than chris does is her grease monkey boyfriend who plays degrading games with them such as "act like a dog and i'll give you a cookie..yeah, that's fun.." -puke-
regina is pissed because she now has to do all of that. like most grown ups do. so the best way to get back at chris, is to keep him away from the kids and only allow him to see them by what the papers say he is allowed to do so...only trouble with that is the kids suffer that as well. and they are very much daddy's girls.
and what gets me..is that she hates me. for no apparent reason except that i am with her ex-husband. i'd get it if i smoked or played degrading games with her kids. OH! wait, that's HER boyfriend who does that around/with her kids. (yeah, jordyn even has a chronic cough now thanks to that).. but i cook for them (which they LOVE..she doesn't cook at all...ever), i play with them, i braid their hair (she can't), i paint their nails, i taught jordyn some swim moves, etc. etc. -shrug- oh, wait.. i'm independent too. and i'm educated. i think that's part of it too. i don't think i'm supposed to be able to take care of myself. oops. -rme- MY BAD.
anyways, chris' lawyer just rang. they're arranging a restraining order on her. heh. she won't be able to call him. i LOVE it. -snort- she's gonna be shit up a creek. it's brilliant. he couldn't do the harrassment warrant because it wasn't anything "criminal" enough. damnit. i guess breaking and entering (the door was unlocked) and pulling out a knife on you doesn't count. -rme-
shine on.
xo.
i'm sitting in chris' brother's room, whcih has a jack skellington comforter on the bad and smells like his mom's dogs...-chuckles- crazy posters on the wall..and a really cool black and white of audrey hepburn...he's a pretty cool kid. anyways, there have a been a few mix-ups lately. with ochsner..with salliemae...i've been deducting my loan payment, only to realize today (after checking online) that my loan is once again in deferment status)..haha. so i have a couple hundred extra dollars in my account..lol. though, ochsner says i've not paid my bill on time and didn't send them any money, though i did. and they gladly took it out of my account. and i have proof. mmhmm. so, anyways.
last night, we kept the girls a little later. regina had actually behaved like an adult when she dropped the girls off. i was surprised. and thought maybe things wouldn't be so bad. my yen yoga class was FABULOUS and left me sore to the bone. seriously. my ass is crazy sore, and i didn't go today because movement out of bed was slow and near-painful. but back to her. last night, when we went to drop them off at 9pm, she wasn't home. she has a bad habit of not being home at the agreed-upon time. now she had 2 extra hours to do whatever it is she does when she doesn't have the kids. you think she could have the courtesy to be home when we show up. it's past 9 now. we leave. fuck her. leave a note in the door, we both had forgotten our cell phones. oh, well. she can come get the kids now. i'm beyond agitated and tired. so now it's all chris' fault. she tries saying she pulled up right behind him. ra ra ra. no, she did not. that street is rather long. i was driving. i looked. there are speed bumps. i kept looking. -shrug- the last thing i wanted was for her new-found adult behavior to disappear. but back to square one. -rme- oh, now she's going by the papers and the kids can't see their daddy any extra time anymore. well, wow. gee, golly. isn't that sweet? let's deprive the kids of their dad. what a swell mom she is! fucking asshat. he actually WANTS to see them. they WANT to see him. he has raised them their entire lives. he has fed them, cooked for them, bathed them, dressed them, worked to clothe them, etc. etc. what has she done? incubated them. and i shit you not, that is pretty much the extent of it. and now, the man that gets to spend more time with them than chris does is her grease monkey boyfriend who plays degrading games with them such as "act like a dog and i'll give you a cookie..yeah, that's fun.." -puke-
regina is pissed because she now has to do all of that. like most grown ups do. so the best way to get back at chris, is to keep him away from the kids and only allow him to see them by what the papers say he is allowed to do so...only trouble with that is the kids suffer that as well. and they are very much daddy's girls.
and what gets me..is that she hates me. for no apparent reason except that i am with her ex-husband. i'd get it if i smoked or played degrading games with her kids. OH! wait, that's HER boyfriend who does that around/with her kids. (yeah, jordyn even has a chronic cough now thanks to that).. but i cook for them (which they LOVE..she doesn't cook at all...ever), i play with them, i braid their hair (she can't), i paint their nails, i taught jordyn some swim moves, etc. etc. -shrug- oh, wait.. i'm independent too. and i'm educated. i think that's part of it too. i don't think i'm supposed to be able to take care of myself. oops. -rme- MY BAD.
anyways, chris' lawyer just rang. they're arranging a restraining order on her. heh. she won't be able to call him. i LOVE it. -snort- she's gonna be shit up a creek. it's brilliant. he couldn't do the harrassment warrant because it wasn't anything "criminal" enough. damnit. i guess breaking and entering (the door was unlocked) and pulling out a knife on you doesn't count. -rme-
shine on.
xo.