Uuuugh..
Oh, man. so today i was forced to go to my grandparent's house and see my step-grandmother's sons and they're kids, who i'm forced to see probably once a year. and they're ALL Redneck Hicks who live in Penslyvania. Gross. There was this guy there who was staring at me all night, and never said a word untill i left and he waved and yelled 'bye!'. stupid hicks. Thank GOD we're not related. i think i would shoot myself. i don't really know their dad very well. But i heard my dad shooting his mouth off to him, telling him that i'm SO MUCH BETTER and now i'm going to church and how HORRIFYING it was for HIM when i had sex and how HE had to face the kids parents and it was just SO HORRIBLE for HIM! He's so selfish. jesus christ. and i love how he tells people that i'm "getting better", like i was some kind of drug-addicted sex-feine. Flippin A! Oh man. I guess it's not just the fact that he tells people, but the WAY he tells it. it's like..."woe is me, my daughter's an ex-slut and i'm SO embarassed for myself, but she's getting better ALL BECAUSE of me and making her go to church (this isn't what he said)- and then meet some other bastard who will cheat on her and get fucked over again!". selfish bastard. I have no respect for him what-so-ever. On a lighter note, i'm going to Catalina Next week. paaarty! I went shopping today and i saw Some chick from the show "laguna beach" in steve madden. wow...my summer has been a peice of shit. except for the shopping and buying whatever i wanted, that was fun. But i'm still not satisfied....Perhaps i'm just an unhappy person. I never USED to be like this...wait...nevermind...I wasn't like this when i wasn't single. yeah...thats what i mean. haha. ok, well. i'm done. The End