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it's hard to tell sometimes whether i have a lot of catching up to do, or i am the one leading the pack.
i want to go to ireland so badly, hell i just want to travel, but feel like if i have to do it alone, i won't do it.
today's observation: why do some people become seemingly more nice to you when you put them aside; when you are tired of trying, exhausted. they are more interested and shower you with complements. still, though, others in the same situation toss you (well, in this case me) aside effortlessly? maybe it's the proximity thing. it is of course easier to detach yourself from people when you don't see or talk to them. and it's also easy when you weren't attached in the first place.
i want to go to ireland so badly, hell i just want to travel, but feel like if i have to do it alone, i won't do it.
today's observation: why do some people become seemingly more nice to you when you put them aside; when you are tired of trying, exhausted. they are more interested and shower you with complements. still, though, others in the same situation toss you (well, in this case me) aside effortlessly? maybe it's the proximity thing. it is of course easier to detach yourself from people when you don't see or talk to them. and it's also easy when you weren't attached in the first place.