the more i stay in here, the more its not so clear, the more i stay in here the more i disapear
i'm realy sorry guys, i've fucked up everything: me and arial broke up b/c i got drunk and cheated on her,i've lost the love of my parents b/c they found out i cut myself and take drugs, i encouraged smoking and being self-destructive, i made fun of christianity for no good reason, i've dug a hole and brout several with me, i have broken promeses and destroied friend-ships, i've disanctifed myself countless times, and what is worse is that all along i've blamed it all on someone els. i dont expspect to be forgiven for i deserve all of the hate directed at me, i only ask for you to beleave what i say is true. i'm sorry and i love you all.