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[bowenoodles]

I'm not looking for guarantees. It is rare to find anything in this life that is certain and permanent. I know this, and in a strange way, I almost prefer it. Life has taught me many, many times not to count on something becuase it can be gone so quickly. Of course, I'm sure it's taught us all the same lesson. Stability is grand, and something I strive for, but there can be something drab about having it all figured out - and something so beautiful about change. Change can set you free. Of course, that doesn't mean I'm going anywhere. I'm enjoying enjoying this, too. And here, I am happy - for the first time in years. I'm cautiously optomistic, and hesitant to be too hopeful. Yet, there is something undeniable between the two of us. I can't ignore it. I'm slow to warm, but I promise I burn brightly.

I wish I could speak so easily in person.

"I don't have to leave anymore
What I have is right here
Spend my nights and days before
Searching the world for what's right here

Underneath and unexplored
Islands and cities I have looked
Here I saw
Something I couldn't over look

I am yours now
So now I don't ever have to leave
I've been found out
So now I'll never explore"