Jul 03, 2005 00:40
hey,
ok this is the journal for all the girls out there. have you ever wanted a guy so bad, and it seams like he doesn’t even care? It just sucks you know, cuz you know that other cute guys that you could be hanging out with, but instead you're stuck hopelessly head over heels for the one guy who couldn’t care if you were dead or alive. you know it just sucks! sorry i know im ranting but im just hurt. its just that every time im even near this guy all i want to do is hold him close and kiss him, and be with him. but he couldn’t care if he wanted to. i know im not hot or anything but i just wish that by some fluke he would just want to be with me, i just wish he would want me the way i want him. cuz he is the most amazing guy ever, and i just want to just kiss him, like more then ive ever wanted to kiss a guy in my life. its pretty much all i think about when im around him, and i guess thats why i ask so stupid around him. ohh well what can you do? well i have to go for right now so i will write soon. Muah!!
-bowdats