two tears that felt like an hour long cry

[bow_to_missy]

i am seriously borderline. no it's proven. anyway... i went shopping on saturday with my dear friend natalia (i swear her and my mom are the only people i can go shopping with) and i got all these great things that i would never have gotten because i would have spent my hard earned cash on crap. then in the evening i had everyone at my house under tornando warning... lol i have a deep issue with tornados i have even a ready to go bag lol. then at night i realized why schit happened. then it got crappy and then i smoked and then it all went away (amazing) and then i woke up with determination and sadness.

can something eat at you until you are a sad mess? yes yes it can. but then you let it all out... every single little thing and everything becomes clear. it's just better.

M