i pour my heart for you
ive been through this before many times and i hate hate hate going back to that being my only option cause it shouldent be that way not at all i mean who wants to know that when things get bad and they cant handle it that thats there only option! i only wish i couldent have that as an option but i do and im hopeing that i dont end up using that as my option and as u should know my option is cutting! and i rele dont wanna fall back into that ever agian because its to much to handle<3like now that THING is back in my house and i want IT gone i repeat GONE he needs to leave because AHHH i hate him i rele so gRrRrR why dose it always have to be my last option now my mom is one my case for the stupiedest thing she even got mad because i didnt know what time it was and i gotta outta work 5min late wow be deal! i hate this i rele do i hate that being my last option and now im crying my eyes out and i cant stop every little thing is getting to me ya know today at work