it would mean the WORLD......
well anyway i got paid yesterday i got home and thought i didnt caus eteh mail wasent there and my dad come home with y check saying he threw it in the truck because he had mail and had to leave so i said i guess the banks closed and my mom said yea and he started yelling saying u can get it cashed 2morrow or monday god lifes a bitch deal with it and just kept yelling at me! so whatever i carved a star in my wrist thursday b/c of the rumor and i cant belive a friend would do that to me but i dont consider it cutting because it was more of a relife not a si so whatever tehn last night i reopened it agian with the razor blade as another relife so i should be ok for now but anywho my mom gets home at 1:30 so i should be going to cash my check then,and then ill go get my nails done and the get my lip and eyebrows waxed then hopefully call danny and sech. an app. to get the industrial piercing it would mean the WORLD to me! see when my dad was outta town i had asked my mom if i can get it down and she said she didnt know and now my dads home and i have the money and i asked her if i could so i can sech. an app and she said well now i have to talk to ur father and i said noo thats why i wanted to get it down when he wasent home and she said well u didnt and i said because u never answered me so now if i cant get it done i will not be speacking to my father for like EVER cause i hate him anyway and my mom i will call her mother and will give her teh cold shoulder for a week and see how she likes it because shed be a bitch not to let me get it done because of that pot head husband of hers! well im sure noones reading my lj anyway so im pretty sure this is like my last entry noone reads it so i dont know why i bother but whatever cause i rele dont have that many good loyal friends anyway becuase i would never start a rumor about any of them so fuck it becuase ill keep who i think has been true to me and if u dont hear from me for a while then u know u werent one of the!
~mel~