not so happy birthday!:(
not a happy birthday noone remebers my birthday i see happy birthday emily happy birthday this but no happy birthday meliss! but thats ok i guess i mean i didnt even realize it was my birthday cuase noone rele cares!
woke up this morning hopeing to have tons of messages on my phone saying happy birthday NONE.....felt depressed cuase know one cared...got in the shower got out was getting ready for work martika text me singing happy birthday THANKS SO MUCH tika u actually cared.sara called a lil later i went to work got a very upseting text message from sam saying she couldent come 2morrow because she forgot she has to go to the fair! what fair? im confused i was so upset i wanted to cry cause she did it on my birthday and the day b4 the party and didnt say srry or wish me happy birthday! sam i know u mean well but u rele hurt my feelings and i truely wanted to cry! got home from work listened to the messages and only one person called me my aunt sat around by myself on my birthday noone called i watched some of a movie my mom came home and yelled at me cuz i wasent ready to go shopping for the party got dressed went shopping came home and had my lil cake and only 3people to sing me happy birthday and me and my mom were the only ones who had the cake made me very upset my eyes started to water i staretd to bake cup cakes and went to clean the dinning room adn empty out the stupied ash tray my mom yelled at me agian cause she was on the phone and i said i emptyed this ash tray 10 time already! now im here pooring my eyes out on my fucking birthday in case u guys forgot agian and i just wish i was dead and im sure noone will read this but hey the better noone to feel srry for me or even say happy birthday im use to it by now well i just turend 15 at 7:15 wow happy birthday u loser!you know i wasent planing on haveing the worst birthdya i really wish i was dead the people i care about the most didnt even rember it was my birthday except 2 of you and sam broke my heart saying that to me on my birthday and didnt say srry or happy birthday guys what has come of me am i not liked by u guys anymore am i rele taht bad of a friend not to get a happy birthday or anything am i that horrable do u not wnat to be my friend anymore if not just tell me cause i can stop trying so hard to keep on being friends with u guys cause were driffting apart and know one cares but me what has come of us wanna know what i think im done rele maybe i should be like melody and not be anti social anymore cause noone seems to notice me anymore am i invisable now am i not good enough why dosent anyone care for me anymore give me the honest truth am i worth ur space of being a friend do u really care about me or do u just lie to my face and say u love me when u sont please some one confess how they truely feel and tell me honestly cause why waste having a party if know one remebers the important date my BIRTHDAY!