Jul 16, 2005 06:38
I just got home from dropping Jess off at the airport. There is so much in my head now that I am trying to understand. Her dad is really really sick, like counting the final days. She is going home to spend some time with him and give her mom some help. I wanted to go too, to be supportive of her. She didn't want me to though..she feels like I was only trying to go because I felt guilty about not meeting him. She is right in some respects. I feel fucking terrible about that, but it wasn't why I wanted to go with her. I dunno..it's too early to be trying to figure this shit out.
On the flip side..While I was in the airport watching Jess go through security, three people walked up to the front of the line right next to me. Two guys and this small black women. I looked at her clothes, her jewlery, and the fact that her dog was wearing a NY Yankees jersey...When I looked at her more, I realized it was Missy Elliot. Like 6 inches from me for a few minutes. I was going to say something to her cause I was right next to her, but I realized, I don't like her music. I mean, I can't stand it to be honest. What was I supposed to say? Hi, you're Missy Elliot..you suck. What's Poppin? So anyway, I didn't say anything. Last week Chef Rekwon(?) From Wu Tang was in Rubys having lunch. Again, same situation. I wanted to say hi, but...I mean, we all know Wu tang ain't nothing to fuck with..but I'm not a huge fan. So I said nothing. I wish I'd run into Rob Thomas. THat guy is fucking awesome.
There is a lot going on..but like I said, it's too early to be thinking about it all..
Soon.
"But just when you think you've left me blind
I will keep you in the corner of my eye
I will never leave your side
Though you call me your number one zero
your nevermind
I'll be your king, I'll be your pawn
I will builid a pedestal and put you upon it"
-Audioslave