get her be4 it is 2 late
anonymous
July 10 2005, 21:31:14 UTC
"Besides Andrew means too much to me to have happen with him what happened with Tyler. I don't want to lose him, I care way too much! I just wish I could tell him all of this but he is at work right now and honestly I am a chicken!! It is really hard to put myself out there again after the whole Ben thing. I don't want to get hurt, and even though I know Andrew would do everything in his power to not let me get hurt, I just have this feeling in the pit of my stomach. I mean what if he runs off and does the same thing he did? I feel horrible suggesting that he would do something like that, because I know him and the person he is, he is wonderful! But it is hard not to have that thought in the back of my mind since it is the same situation over and over again. What if I am not good enough? I mean, he is at the top of the class, he hasn't screwed up like I have...he just deserves a lot better."
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