Feb 23, 2007 02:00
so i guess i can update this a little bit.
I notice i am starting to find myself more everyday. I've became somone I am pretty proud of but still a lot of things I want to strive for that are still in the distance. I'm young I have time. As some of you may know, I bartend at Red Lobster now. It's an okay job that will help me pay for school and get me through the young days that i enjoy and its good exp if i want to do it somewhere else. But anyway, at work today I was talking to this really old drunk guy about life in general and he told me. The biggest part in life is to do what makes you happy. Don't settle for less, don't fall in the norm. Don't grow up doing stuff you never wanted to do. Later own this old man also told the lesbian bartender it would be a poor old mans dream if she would use him as a human dildo.. but still non the less this man had some good words. It's not like I haven't thought about it before. I am always thinking about the things that will make ma happy. The things that i want to accomplish and stand for. I am trying my best to work towards them the best way I can. Sometimes, I find myself become way to lazy which at the time when I'm lazy its what i want to be doing but I need to realize more that If im less lazy now ill be moving towards being more happier like i want to be years from now. I can make some sacrifices to work towards a brighter tommorrow.
I keep yelling drunkly at parties that this is the year of Lentz. But, as funny of a joke it might be I am serious. I am taking this year for me, I make working towards making myself More awesome. Making my life Better, and just overall changing the course of my life.
if i become famous. then so be it :)
haha