Mar 23, 2005 19:13
So i have recently noticed that my life revolves around lies.
I lied to my parents about work last night. I didnt go. I went to the hawks game vs. the suns with sarah.
I lied to my work saying that i had a minor sprain on my right ankle. They want a docs note now. WHAT AM I GOING TO DO?? forge one...theres another lie.
I lie to my whole family about my virginity, smoking cigs and weed, and drinking. I cant stop. \
The only people that I dont lie to are my friends with exception of the ones who dont talk to me. They get all the lies I can make up when they do decide to talk to me.
I might have a problem now that I think about it.
It is soo frustrating.
Another thing that is bothering me is the whole thing with joey. how is it that at one moment he wants me so bad that he cant control himself and then the next he acts like nothing happened between us. ARG!!! I really like him still and i hate it that he is my exs friend. Why does Devin(my ex) have to be like obssesed with me. HELP!! what can I do???