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I run; fast & faster. There are no other options; freedom or prison. I ignore my body, while it tries to stop itself from exhaustion & dizziness, c'mon fight. (out of energy) It is supposed to be me & you against ___, not you & me against each other. My body is screaming for help, but so am I; for the end (of this nightmare, & all the others)... My steps become shorter & slower. Too fast heart beating, deficit of energy (a need for food, water, (anything, everything)?) & air, cause unconsciousness. Quick fall on the dirty, wet floor upon the street with so many houses, but not one single person. Yet it's not over, it just begins. Voices from all sides attack me (volume: 30+, speed: too fast). They try to tell me: @!/%, but I don't understand this language. I cannot move, I am not able to. (leave me alone, please) Panic attack. My body starts to shake (the clock is ticking), pictures of the past, show & disappear the very next second. Only ones with ___, no others. The shaking stops, and voices vanish. The battle between me & ___(& my body) is over. Finally free...
