Jul 10, 2006 23:12
So about last night.. you yelled at me, and you NEVER yell. There was so much more I wanted to tell you and just didn't know how, I think you understood I was in no condition to speak though. There was so much I didn't want to tell you that I did, I think you understood I was un no condition to speak though. I don't remember the last time I cried that hard for that long, and you didn't seem to care at all, but then you held me and said the most comforting thing you could have, that you couldn't think of anything comforting to say. It let me know you were at least trying, but you weren't going to say something terrible. And I guess I am glad I told you everything, but I wish you would have listened to me more. I know you were right for doing what you did before, but you never even have me a chance. And I know it was only last night, you made that very clear, but I can't help feeling this way more now. The akward good morning/goodbye, was just more than I was willing to take. Nothing ever turns out when it's said in the middle of the night.