May 16, 2010 23:48
no one wants to say things out loud these days. and i surely don't. often i'll notice, when sitting down among a group of people, i'll press my teeth so tightly against each other and only realize a half hour later the tight pain in my jaw. believe me when i say there is someone behind this. no, there is some thing behind this. it is mid-may and my breath lags behind me. it is mid-may and i can't remember morning and i barely know night. something needs to be done but i think now that my hands and legs know not enough energy to encourage this.
they say not to look directly ever at the sun but my eyes somehow know how to dim an old star.